So sorry Jessie...I should have gone with you and held you til the end.

Never forgive myself!! 

Miss you so much.

Family

O.K, Its Christmas and every one's happy!

The Snowman Yawns

The chill cant stop the crack.

We live to love

And love to live!

The Old man looks down at his dog.

and mutters 'happy christmas'.

Must get me a haircut, must !

Ruby looks back and see's me,

what a good friend!

I miss her.

Our dogs bond us all together,

The Snow has a warmth

And our hearts still beat

Still beat!

Till the end of days

My Happy Dog!

The problem with 'Sammy' is some what mysterious!
I gave her one or 2 of my antidepressants but sure what harm would that do??

The BoX

If every body thought "Out side the Box".

Would we be saying,  "you've got to think Inside the Box!"

At the end of the day.....

Look at this small world of ours, I see no need to fear the end of life, my life that is! What do you see when you look up at the night sky? An infinity of stars, Galaxy's and nothenesssss! Stardust we are made of and stardust we shall return to.
When I look up at the night sky, I see the future and past of what was!
I'm not afraid of death....Well that doesn't mean I'm not afraid of how i dye. Off course I want to pass away in my sleep......Don't we all!
But aside from that small problem, yea ...bring it on!!
But before it happens, I want to live! Strange as it seems , especially to those who know me. In truth, I'm Mr Pessimist...Mr anti social...Mr sad...and so on.
But yet I do want to Live. There's something out there, something.
An alternate universe I suppose ( OK.. I'm day dreaming )

If

If i could start again, I would... Well, I mean from about 28 onwards. I mean, I might only change 'My health'OH! alright .maby I would have changed my career as well!

I would have liked to worked as a archaeologist / special forces/ radio telescope tech./

Other wise, I think ur health is your wealth. Tell me about it!

just like me!

You know what! I don't like blogging. I will how ever try and stay the course this time with your help.

How many of you out there just plod along, smile and admire people who achieve and get filthy rich? Me 4 1. I'm 47 and when i took my blinkers off, there in the distances was the finishing line. Where did it all go? ( Time I Mean )